Shortie31089

I'm sorry I can't keep trying, To look past what you're hiding, I gave you all of my love, but no matter what I wasn't enough, with my heart and soul I gave my all, but you knock me down and laugh as I fall, meaningless words and too many lies, I just can't forgive this time, I try to keep going and look away, But once again I'm betrayed, every promise that you've broken, I forgave and stood there hoping, that you would see I'm worth the fight, and every time I pay the price, last time was the last time, forgiveness is no longer a choice of mine, my heart decided to much was at stake, to once again let me be played, it put up its gaurd an

This anxiety leaves me feeling unsafe, Begging and pleading for an escape, Out of this place out of my mind, To another day and time, My only comfort is his words, They calm my emotions and take away my hurt, I cannot describe what causes my anticipation, The anger and frustration, Is it the past events that haunt my very being, Or fears of the future that I see, I know the power that is beheld, But only time can tell, What will happen in this illusion, Is it real or just a conclusion, Of the ideas and dreams I hold in my heart, That at any second can be torn apart, At any moment I could be destroyed, By the one whom I cannot turn away, I try

It’s like Ice and it’s like Fire, Burning through you with a desire, To have what it holds, To watch that future unfold, It can destroy you with a simple look, Or a smile then you are hooked, The truth those eyes hold there, Testing to see if you even dare, You get lost in that moment, And nothing else can behold it, The seduction and temptation of those eyes, Burns you like a fire from the inside, At that time nothing will ever be the same, From that look you try to regain, The feeling that took your breath away, From the moment you couldn’t look away, You stumble and fall for you can’t understand, Exactly what happen

True love is an amazing feeling, it's complete emotional healing, for our souls connect without words, from that day forward, we never wonder or question or doubt, that this we can not live without, for true love is what completes a persons soul, it is what makes two people whole, it is unbeatable, unbreakable, and unstoppable, for nothing can break the armor with which this becomes capable, to withstand anything that comes to destroy what's there, but most wouldn't try or even dare, because true love is something that's deep and pure entirely, and lasts for all time and eternity, nothing can break the bond that this holds so tr

Looks mean very little to me, it's the person inside I'm attracted to, the tone in which he speaks, the gentleness in his touch, the adoration in his eyes, the love in his heart, the beauty of us, who he is as a person and how I feel when i'm with him or talk to him. Who I am with him, it's not about the looks or sex yes that's a bonus but what good is that if your not kind, gentle, loving, and compassionate, there's not point if you dont have these things.

You are all that consumes me inside, there is not a moment you aren't on my mind, when I see you I melt so fast, with every smile and every laugh, your voice soothes my troubled heart, every word creates a spark, I think of you and my stomach flies, I can not believe your actually mine, you make me giggle like a child, your love drives me wild, your are the only one I want by my side, the only one I want every day and night, you are the other half of my soul, you are the only one who makes me whole, I am so completely in love with you, that I get lost in this loves that so true, I can not imagine living my life, without one d

This sicking feeling that grows inside, the feeling that something is just not right, I tremble in fear of what's to come, waking of from warnings of my love, I see these things in my dreams, they come to me when asleep, but in the state of consciousness, they disappear only taunting me, what is this that I see, that it making it hard to breath, what will happen between now and the time, that he will be home in these arms of mine, I sit here and try to recall, what happened anything at all, the details refuse to show themselves, instead tormenting me from the depths of hell, the thoughts that burn in my head, plaguing me only

I'm  not sure what to say to you, When i'm not sure what to do, I feel like all the progress is lost, and i'm not sure what is the cause, I dont want to be back at the start, because now it involves my heart, I started without knowing the emotions, would lead to feelings deeper then the ocean, i'm scared to back away, but i'm so afraid to stay, where do I go from here, when the rules are so unclear, do I continue and take the risk, that this could be a hit or miss, if it's right it could last for all time, but if I miss it could destroy me inside, it's been so long since i've felt this way, that i'm not sure which road to tak

It's night time and I remember what was done, every detail of the memories he begun, the cruelty of his fucked up games, using me then making me to blame, keeping me locked up so no one would see, what he was doing to me, following me like a shadow in the light, bringing terror in the night, I could not sleep for I knew he'd be there to wake me once again trembling in fear, he fucked my head up so bad that at times, i've tried to take my own life, the nightmares come to me when im alone, to the point nowhere feels like home, the hatred that burns inside my mind, reminding of what he left behind, I trusted her to protect me fro

True hearts and souls reach to ours bringing forth a love that's never been known or rarely seen, for  few can break through the barrier we put up to guard ourselves from loss, yet when this unique and beautiful soul can connect with ours the love and passion is deep and endless for unconditional love is hard to find and almost impossible to hold, for it takes another true heart and soul to have the courage to accept this love into their hearts, to heal the wounds of our souls and complete who we are, not as two but as one for we have become one within another to love for all time and eternity.